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CHILDISH!


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deleted Asian Karaoke off my browser-favorites now ...
ah..
finally, the day of leaving O:
it feels strange. but i can't really say that I'm sad, I think, things will be better from now on.

I hope. I still think alice shouldn't be on breaking records, because she makes things harder for me and other to leave back all the fights we had /: but well.. if she insists. there's nothing we can do about it... >_>
but, we will always have a special eye on her, and I really hope she's aware of it~

and I hope hani doesnt break her promise to me. I told her "don't look back after you left AK"

from now on I hope AK soon stops to see BR as a copy of AK.. because.. it really isnt /: it was in the beginning but.. ah.. come on, seriously... no normal person can build up a whole unique forum in some days. and i mean.. since we have our layout we really showed ourselves as a unique, independant forum. we also have other sections~

ah...
anyways... good luck AK, good bye~ <3





hmm.. what else..
i've been really feeling sick for the whole day /:
and now... i.. kinda feel like i will get fever x___X; i really hope its not like this! ahhh... D:

Actually no.
I don't get why I should wait for this stupid brat to sing her stupid parts for my personal project.
Alice is sick, so what? She still has time to comment on USELESS UNINTERESTING POSTS on asian karaoke, but is not able to write "I need some more days please", f**** six words, into the PP's on breaking records.

But fine. I understand. "Fuck you, Saga" right? "Poor Alice is sick" aiyt? Yeah. Sure. My ass.



THATS what I call responsibilty. *sarcasm alarm*




And. uhm. yeah. If people write to me "hey, are you alright?" and I'm like "well not really, but thanks for asking. maybe we shouldnt talk much or my bad mood will reach you. or i will yell at you" and they go crazy like "WHATS YOUR PROBLEM? YOU THINK WE WILL FIGHT?" and i'm like "uh yeah probably, and i dont want that. hopefully you understand" and then they're just like "whatever, bye"
..
i mean wth, i was trying to avoid a fight
FUCK YOU!
JUST asldöajsdkaölkdjaldkjasdkasd ;______;





THIS CAN'T BE IT! WHAT KIND OF STUPID LIFE AND DESTINY IS THIS?!

please! i just want to jump out of that window there! >___<; AHHHHHHHH!

hmm...

I really do think that the Calendar-Thingy on Asian Karaoke Forum is/will be useful. -.-
It was a lot of work to write every single Deadline of every **** project there, so everyone is warned 5 days before the deadline ends when he just scrolls down on the main page -.-

Okay fine... but where's my "Thank you, sagacchi :D" that I was actually expecting? I mean, I will continue updating the calendar, since I want my projects to be finished on time. But still. -.-


anyways! here comes the big line!

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alrighty right, it appears that, when I'm on toilet, I think about very much things XD I also have my best ideas when I'm on toilet haha XD~

So, today I was thinking... that I had so many chances in life already, and I never did anything! D: like, for example... I'm kinda talented when it comes to music, my parents always saw that... they always said, they would pay me any instrument lessons, piano, violin... those things... and I always declined DDDX WHYYY!

oh well...
I have other talents too. Like, with languages. I really hope I can be a translator for a big company in the future <3 This is my goal.


Okay, that's all I wanted to say XD haha


Ahhh... I want the lyrics for Baechigi's "Kii uhk" DDDD:!!!




See you, people <333 XD *random end*

...aishh.

Gemüse wird mir wohl nie schmecken DDD:
Drum muss ich mich dazu zwingen das bisschen, dass ich mir immer nehm, aufzuessen...

Brr, es is so ekelhaft T o T Gekochtes Gemüse! Ich mags nur roh... ò.ó

Rohe Karotten *___* Yummy...
Gekochte Karotten òo .... Bäääh! >__<;;



... ( ´__`); gekocht... eww....

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...aishh.

I guess I will never like the taste of vegetables DDD:
That's why I have to force myself to eat up this tiny bit that I'm always taking...

Brr, it's so disgusting T o T Boiled vegetables! I only like them raw... ò.ó

Raw Carrots *___* Yummy...
Boiled Carrots òo .... Ewwww! >__<;;



... ( ´__`); boiled.... eww....

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I have headache! Wuahhh... ( ´__`); School starts tomorrow again

OMG I TOTALLY CRACKED UP TODAY LOL XDDD



Survivor by DBSK on slow motion
omg.. its.. just... wahahahahaha XDDDDD~~~ I had to laugh like 10 minutes before i could calm down! its hilarous! XDDD



oh god :'D small things that amuse me these days... haha XD

hmmm ...
i have many worries lately. worries about school, about friends, about life in general. about the past. about the future. about my health and my finances. ah, whatever.

anyways. again, life confirmed that my worries are not some kind of paranoid imagination stuff ... x - x"

...
its almost a year since i cried so hard because of a friend. well, back then it had to do with love-shit but.. yeah..



hm~ ... thinks like that happen, aiyt. but why.


stubborness is teh shit.

i don't understand some people

friends, that you want to talk to, that cut off the conversation by a sudden "ok, anyways, have fun"
i mean, wtf. i wanted to chat with him.

and well.. others. but this is not worth being angry about acutally.


but this one friends. he really hurts me. really. this is the second time.

i will not let it come to a third time, because.. if there is a third time... this friendship is over. not TTYL, but FUB -.-

yes yes, it's very snowy outside ...

...
i will have a big french test tomorrow
i really learned for it this time, but i'm afraid that i'll forget everything until then~

aish~~...

actually i started to write this entry because i wondered about some people on animexx when looking through their profiles °__°; actually, i expected rude and bad-language sentences on profile only from some visual kei peeps

but i figured out that even kpop fans can be really bitchy o___o" i wonder why
why fighting for some imaginary pairing of two men of some band? i've never really been a big fan of shonen ai, and i still can't get how people can be so ... dunno.. hyped up by even thinking of some OTP blablabla~ <__>;

so, to post some weblogs up, saying "if you say/think that those two are not sleeping with each other (or doing whatever) then i'll kick your ass"

i say/think they are not doing anything with each other. and now? is anybody now screwing me up? just dare to do so, I will straightely tell you how childish and niveauless this is - in a friendly manner. without using bad language. it seems that teenagers this day forgot about how to have a normal argument, aiyt~?

fine. have fun with your pairings, but next time think about not using bad language, okay? its bitchy. and you don't want to be called bitchy, i guess aiyt~ :3



last but not least: i'm scared of the french test DX oh shyet~!

and! i still didn't take pictures for the gd-look alike contest! fu**ing bast0rrrd time! DX *uses bad language XD*

Why am I so stupid?

I was supposed to to this school-work already like... 1 month ago! D:
AND I STILL DIDNT DO IT

aish!!!




whatever, i will do it quickly now!
and then i'll learn But I love you... next Solo Project, hah!